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Pee stories are a secret passion of mine

I have been writing pee stories ever since I was a teenager. Whether or not it’s allowed to post stories written as a teen, I don’t know. But I don’t have any of these stories on the site anyway. My first pee stories were of course hand-written on a piece of paper. I am a 90’s kid and while we had computers and even laptops, it was not as common to write a story on a computer as it was to hand write a story.

Moreover, computers used to be expensive and belong to parents. Most friends and I used the family computer and while my parents were not as skilled in using the machine, I would not have dared to write a pee story on that computer and save it somewhere on the hard disk. In fact, I did film myself doing pee play at an earlier age than the clips in my pee clipstore, but I never put those on the computer. I just left them on my own camera, which was a little risky as well, but I could remove the “naughty card” whenever someone wanted to borrow the camera.

There was a time when I went to video chat rooms. It was back when we had a really early webcam. I think compared with today’s standards, people would just laugh at the quality. But having a sexy girl in free video chat taking off her clothes while telling you pee stories would still have been pretty exciting, right?

There was a user from America who had a pretty wild night one time. I am sure he never forgot. It was weird for me because I felt that my pee fetish was wrong and taboo. I slowly approached the subject with a pee story, then slowly wet myself on cam and did more for him. Just out of the blue. It was not even a sex chat website, it was just a video chat.

I did do things like these later on as well. I constantly tried to find out if I was weird for getting excited by peeing in naughty places, wetting myself at inappropriate times (yes, I know it’s almost always inappropriate to wet yourself, but I mean like at the dinner table with your first boyfriend’s parents or sitting in church) and playing with pee in my room or in the tub. I always peed when I took a shower and masturbated and I still have to pee today, as soon as I turn on the water.

It has been added to my bodily system. I can also pee on purpose because of all my pee play. I sometimes had to pee at precise moments, like when there was commotion in the train and people would not watch me for a second, but I also learned to hold it quite well. I was shy and usually didn’t dare to ask where a toilet was or interrupt people to leave for the toilet. So I held my pee in for hours and hours and it’s still problematic today, because sometimes when I drink and then hold it, it takes ages for me to become really really desperate to pee.

I have had so many experiences with holding, wetting, peeing, piss play tat I could write pee stories all day. However, I much rather film myself today. I have my own home, my own computer and I can do whatever I want. I learnt through my student time and showing myself peeing and doing pee play on camera, that people out there would not find it weird. They would find it exciting, get aroused by watching me.

That was very arousing to me as well. The first time a guy got his dick out and masturbated to me wetting, I got so horny that I fingered myself in both holes and peed and orgasmed multiple times. I could tell you that story as well, although it’s not a pee story in that sense, but I don’t remember many details. I like to fade off into my fantasy zone and just cum and cum.

I never had a boy or girlfriend into pee with whom I could share any pee stories or pee play. It’s not easy at all to find someone, be it as a male or female. Guys always think it’s easy to find a boy into pee stories or pee / wetting. But I don’t know any girl, me included, that openly asks or admits that she is into pee and both have a super happy pee fucking relationship from there. It’s just a taboo to be into pee.

It’s even a taboo to tell pee stories if they are not in a “funny” context. I want to post more pee stories here, I really do. I might make some room and film less videos and write more, but I have some things going on in my life and my pee clips pay for my rent and bills. You guys are awesome if you get over to my store now and buy something. Watch me, write an email what you thought about me. That kind of behavior arouses me. You can make me really wet when you get a clip, because that makes me feel ashamed and naughty.

Have fun! See you soon 🙂

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Someone explaining foot fetish and toilet (pee and poop) fetishes

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Found here: https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20120120002507AAwZHcs

Author: Roger

To fetishize something is to give it sexual power or valence, Many men find the breasts and buttocks of women (or men, if they are homosexually inclined) sexually arousing, and since our culture sees this interest as common, it isn’t considered strange. In other cultures, other parts of the body are found to be stimulating; in some African groups a woman’s breasts have little power to excite but the inside of the thigh is considered powerfully sexual.

Foot fetishism, in which a partner’s feet excite, is the commonest of the unusual sexual arousal areas. Your question is, perhaps, how can feet, which to most people have no romantic or sexual associations, be stimulating? The answer must involve the fetishist’s psychosexual development. Since feet are usually covered, they have some of the allure of body parts not usually exposed, but more than simple looking is involved. There is an element of the outré, the forbidden, the bizarre that comes into play. That is to say, the strangeness of the notion is itself a stimulus, the way some people find odd behavior in sex arousing.

Moreover, foot fetishism is a stimulus that comes partly at the expense of dealing with more conventionally and directly sexual parts of the body–vagina / penis, breasts, buttocks. A foot fetish, in some individuals who have sexual urges but feel uncomfortable with them, may be both safe and dangerous: safe because the desire is transferred to a non-threatening part of the body (a foot fetishist does not have to worry about the usual kind of sexual performance) and dangerous since feet readily respond to touch–they are ticklish and are sensitive to the degree, if not in the usual way, that sexual areas are sensitive. In this way conventional sex, which the fetishist finds scary, is both avoided and confronted, engaged with and not engaged with simultaneously. It keeps the fetishist “safe” while allowing release.

Of course, other areas of the body could also be fetishized.

Persons who find urinating and defecating stimulating are probably more deeply stressed than foot fetishists. Since sexual activity occurs in the regions of the body also responsible for micturating and voiding, the two are, in early childhood, associated. Most adults separate erotic feeling and voiding the bowels or bladder, seeing the former as sexual and other as merely functional and of little emotional interest. For a young child, controlling feces and urine are part of emotional development; mastery over them is a sign of maturity. However, some adults, for reasons connected to their early treatment and consequent development, do not make this distinction; for them urinating and defecating retain emotional power.

This is as far as I can figure. Some of what I have written comes from thinking about these matters independently but for the paragraph about urinating and defecating, I thought about a study I read of Adolf Hitler by Walter C. Langer. Hitler found being defecated on sexually stimulating; according to Langer in his youngest years Hitler’s parents treated him in such an way that emotionally he was unable to accept the physical facts about birth and sexual relations and thought, in a primitive childish way, that babies were born through the anus. Obviously, in Hitler’s case these confusions and arrested development expressed themselves in ways that had consequences beyond simply his own psychological case history.

Sorry this was so long. I wrote it partly to think about these issues myself.

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